out of sync...

talk about irony...
just two entries ago (which seems like an eternity by the way...) i was talking about my perfect time management. well i guess pigs do fly once in a while. coz here i am, back to my ancient ways... my eyes are blurred, i can barely keep it open for now so this'll be another short entry.

after a pleasant start last week, things soon started moving. and it did so swiftly, i didn't have much time to breathe. i had my linear algebra mid term paper last thurs which i am hopeful of a good result although my preparation was rather haphazard. and that was the beginning of an extremely taxing week. after the exam, i traveled to penang to attend my sister's convocation and i just came back yesterday (i was trying to rush for my morning class but i couldn't make it in time).

hmm... now that i'm trying to write it down, it doesn't feel too taxing. that's weird, as i am really flat out tired right now. well, that one trip to penang is going to cost me more time trying to catch up on lost time as i couldn't get anything done on that weekend and right now, my assignments are starting to get stacked up.

anyway, let's not dwell on what's lost shall we? furthermore, that trip to penang wasn't all bad. that journey reignited my desire to drive and gave me time to ponder on what i've been going through. we left kl at about 10 pm which made the journey that much more interesting. there's something about driving at night that really gets me pumped and i realized the surreal serenity of that four hour drive was a break that i needed after all. it took my mind away from all the troubles of life in the fast lane. the convocation itself had some positive note to it. of course i'm happy for my sister but more than that, it gave our family a chance to spend some time together.

well, my mind's blank... i did mention a short entry didn't i? and reading through this entry, i realized it reflects the state of my mentality and my feelings. all mixed up and there is a total lack of any flow...disorganized as can be... i guess i just need a good rest tonight...